embarrassed
I am a jilbabi girl and I want to share my story with you, even though it was not so difficult for me as for other sisters. May Allah swt make it easy on them. I started with my jilbab not long after I started to cover myself. I used always to wear hijab but with jeans as well. Alhamdulilah that Allah blessed me with increasing my iman. Anyways I was so happy with my choice of wearing jilbab that I put it on before I got home and to see the positive reaction of my mom. But it was not as I thought, she was not happy and she told me to take it off, my eyes was full of tears and I went to pray. Later I got a call from my beloved aunt and she also told me that it was not a good decision. I found out later that it was because they thought I would not keep it forever as you should when you start with jilbab they said I will just keep it for one month, but Alhamdulilah I showed them wrong and i have been wearing it for over a year. My biggest problem was my dad , he does not live with us and till this day he is embarrassed of people seeing me with him. When he found out he yeld at me and said he don’t want anything to do with me. This made me cry again but Allah the all mighty helped me as always and made be strong. I belive every sister could do this, and even if the parents don’t want them to wear it Allah swt wants to. Then is their decision who they want to obey.
